Saturday, April 14, 2007

SSSSaturday

Good morning!  I slept in this morning until 9:30.  Mmm, it felt good.  I still haven't got dressed and I won't until I get my housework done.  I like to get all of the cleaning done and then get in the shower, clean it and then refresh myself before getting out.  I am going to have to put some speed on because I still need to get to the grocery store because I promised to fix a nice meal tonight instead of one of my 'quick, just throw it on the table' things that I've been doing since I've been home.  I haven't been in the mood to cook or to do much of anything else so we've been eating salads, scrambled eggs, and whatever else could be tossed together in five minutes or less.  Bless Dennis, he's so patient and is putting no pressure on me to get back to my usual routine.   He's even been loading the dishwasher and starting it more often than I have.  I noticed he dusted the family room the other day, too and did it without even mentioning it.  Ahh, he's a sweetheart.  I'm giving myself until Monday to be lazy and this unorganized.  On Monday, I will step it up a bit.  I'm not about to go back into full swing but I am going to start paying more attention to what I eat and to making sure my family has a decent dinner. 

I've been craving carbs and I've been wanting to eat a lot during the day since all of this emotional stuff with my Dad has happened.  It's a natural response for me.  I want to fill up that emptiness and I've always done that by eating.  I've put on 4 pounds but I feel like it's 40.  I don't feel good physically and I have set Monday as my day to go back to my healthy eating plan.  Three meals a day and if I have a snack it will be a piece of fruit.  I won't be eating after dinner at all.  This is how I ate and lost 90 pounds.  I feel best when this is how I eat and I want to feel better physically so I can feel better emotionally.

I found out that my daughter's future brother and sister-in-law are having a baby boy - maybe early.  I knew they were pregnant and due around June 15 but they flew to Denver, Colorado a few days ago to see family and Stephanie went into premature labor and may deliver early.   She got permission from her doctor to go.  Perhaps the high altitude created a problem and she went into labor about 15 hours after they arrived.  We are praying that the doctors there can stop her labor but either way, it is possible that she may have to stay in Colorado for the remainder of the pregnacy OR the baby will be born there and they will have to stay until he is able to be released.  The doctor thinks he may weigh as much as 4 1/2 pounds now which would be good but if his lungs aren't matured, he would have to have help for a while.  We are praying that everything will be good with the baby and that Josh and Stephanie will get through this OK.

I'm going to make the baby a blanket.  I have some cute flannel with little sheep jumping over little wooden fences.  It's blue, white and tan.  Cute for a little boy.    I got all of my other sewing projects finished.  The only thing left to do is to sew the binding on Matthew's quilt.  I think I will do the machine sewing before I go back to see Mom and then take it with me and do the hand sewing while I'm there.  I'll have a lot of quiet time and it will be a fun project to do.  She has a sun room in her house that gets perfect light all day.  I can see myself sitting in there tacking the binding to the quilt and visiting with her.  Perfect picture.  : )

Happy Saturday.    HUGS!

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

Morning!
I know what you mean about being a bit lazy, me too! Haven't got back in the swing yet.
Emotional/stress eating has always been a biggie for me, & seems I always have some kind of stress!
Guess you read I had started another diet. I lost a 100 lbs several yrs back, but I was also able to get in some exercise at that time. Very little I can do anymore, but am going to try to stick to a sensible eating plan.
The baby blanket sounds as tho it'll be sooo cute!
Huggies,
Sugar

Anonymous said...

Actually I think you are being sensible by easing your self back into the swing,you need this time to recover I feel , good luck with the sensible eating plan ,Id like to see a picture of some of your baby quilts etc ..love Jan xx

Anonymous said...

I just had my daughter here for spring break from college. I know what it's like to want to have some time to just get your head back and quite frankly want to be lazy for a day or so. She comes in like a whirlwind and leaves open emotional wounds that take a few days to nurture back inside again. I think your doing a good thing taking baby steps so to say with your emotional burden, with your dad.
I would love to see pictures of some of thes baby things you sew. I hear alot about them and think they must be absolutely delightful! (Hugs) Indigo

Anonymous said...

You just take all the time you want and need to be lazy......it's important!! I will be praying for Stephanie....I understand all about premature births and don't wish that stress on anyone. My fingers are crossed for them.....

Take care my friend, I'm praying for you, too.

Pooh Hugs,
Linda~

Anonymous said...

It's understandable that you need time to heal.  I think it's healthy to do that.  You are doing well.  What  a great hubby you have!  sending prayers to Stephanie and her baby.  xox rose~